Wearing a shirt at the beach or pool?

I am a 14 yr old girl and considered a "dyke". I dont like being a girl and hate the fact that i have boobs. I dont like that i cant just look like a guy and not wear any top covering. I hate bikinis for the obouse reasons. I have a pretty sick body but is wearing a **** a good or bad idea? i feel like ill look like a weirdo. truthfuly i cant wait till im 18 and can get them removed. :(