LGBT plz read and decrease my confusion! Plz help me!?

It sounds like you're a lesbian. (You've definitely given us no reason to think that you're straight!) Try to relax a little. Go out, flirt, & date another girl. When you're ready, try to get into a serious relationship with one. Open up to her. Show her what you're really like and how you couldn't be like that with a man. It really sounds like girls are your preference. Don't be afraid to "go against the norm."